Saturday, November 04, 2006
why am i even in this course?
i have been trying my best to study stupid renal physio. but i got distracted by my labtop, tv and maple. URGH. i was thinking back on a question that jieqi asked me. she asked me why i wanted to be in pharmacy. she said that if i knew what i was doing, then it'd help me. i need to be clear with the reason as to why i want to be in pharmacy.
then i thought about it. i dont like studying about hypernatremia or even heart failure or stupid edema. then i realised that in the end, i just wanted to be able to help people. my mom agrees with me that pharmacy is a very good way for me to help the others and a good way for me to increase my knowledge about alot of things that many people in the world will never get a chance to learn about.
i feel that i should have just taken economics or sociology or something else that is much more me. something that will allow me to express myself. my opinions and my views. i am going nuts from just learning tons of information. i need to let out some of the steam.
the writer blogged at 10:19:00 PM
