Friday, November 19, 2004
urgh
ok. didnt get to blog yesterday. urgh. thats it. i saw them lah!!! on wednesday i think. urgh. apparently. ishldnt have went home that way. urgh. this sucks lah. cant get it out of my head. this has nothing to do wif bb mind u. its another couple. not bb's couple. urgh~ cant stand it.
ok. i have alot of work to do lah.the report is so tedious. have to read up alot and etc. urgh. just found out some disturbing news. its really disturbing. i dont think i can concentrate. i feel like i'm going to break down into pieces. it really broke my heart. i cant take it anymore. i really cant. i dont think i am strong enuff to pull thrgh this period of time. its really breaking me up. its not only that, its demoralising to me. it really is. i know where i stand. somewhere at the bottom. yes. i know that. i dont need all of u to mock at me. to tell me that. i know it. i KNOW it.
i dont need anymore reminders on how ugly i am. or how bad my attitude or character is. it hurts me deeply. it really is.
the writer blogged at 4:40:00 PM
