Sunday, July 11, 2004
scary.
got chinese oral tmr.
stress. tried reading the passages for the 1999 paper. kaoz. all so damn tuff. i'm very afraid i'll stumble when i read the passages tmr. how?? i'm very afraid. i reallie am. onli can pray now. trust in the Lord.
went for church just now. the songs that we sang reallie hit me. cause this has been a tuff week for me. and to sing worship songs and bask in the pressence of the Lord. and Pastor Rony said something that hit me. what i can do, God wont do. mayb that is why my grades fell so much this exams. mayb coz i didnt put in enuff effort into it. kinda was disappointed lah. then i still got so much of stuff to do. type the minutes, the interview questions. and do the group evaluation. haiz. how??? kinda panicky now. haiz. then tmr still got chinese oral. haiz. muz pray. and go practise the reading again. to calm my nerves down.
the writer blogged at 6:11:00 PM
