Monday, July 26, 2004
moody?
feeling kinda mixed now. need to sort out my feelings. they're like whirling in my heart since dunno wen. haiz. juz studied finish for chem spa tmr. haiz. sad~ got to take chem spa tmr. URGH. i dont want to do it. and my test tubes are freaking dirty. washed them liao. cant seem to keep them clean. urGh. its gonna contaminate my results tmr. freak~ have to borrow test tubes from jasmine. thanx man~ saved my life.
was talking to wr on the fone. kinda realised how impt it is that we try to save everyone we know. we have so little time. we are leaving in the last hour, the last minute and the last second of the end days. the end is coming. we have to save all our loved ones. feel like bringing all my frens to church this weekend. reallie. there's an urgency now. cant reallie feel it then. but after wad happened todae, i felt the urgency and the NEED to let them know Christ. so that they will be saved. to let them know the Almighty Lord. and to experience His grace and mercy.
pretty strange feeling in me now. feeling kinda stressed out coz of chem spa tmr. yet i feel an inner sense of peace. as though i can juz go for the exam tmr without worries. mayb now then i know and realise that the Lord is there for me. and tat i muz have faith in Him. it took me quite a while to learn it. haiz. should have learnt it earlier. mayb its coz i've been going to church more reguarly now. kinda washes me spiritually. and it helps me with my worldly stuff. as Pastor Rony once said, once u get yr spiritual life in place, everything in the world will start to fall in. Hallelujah!
p.s. anyone know where to get hillsongs mp3? pls msg me or leave a msg at the tagboard.
the writer blogged at 9:51:00 PM
