Tuesday, July 06, 2004
missing you
tmr is air rifle nationals.
freaking afraid. tat i will deprove. reallie. i'm juz leaving it into God's hands. not going to do anything. cant do anything either. haiz. damn afraid. T_T i'm going to cry.
got back my chem essay paper. did quite ok. considering it was supposed to be the part of chem tat i shld score the most. got back bio mcq. got 12 upoon 20. ok lah. didnt reallie study for bio. so cant say much.
i reallie miss you. i miss yr smile. yr voice. yr laughter. everything. i juz want to talk to u again. even though u dont even have the slighest clue how i feel bout u. u dont even know. wad even if u knew? it wont make a difference. mayb u will juz start ignoring me. thn tat wld be worse. haiz. dunno lah. i'll juz continue to keep quiet about it. and keep all of it inside me.
sigh. realised tat most pple's blog are sad and unhappy. mine too. its mostly filled wif anger and hatred. and a tinge of happiness. haiz. will try to make the blog entries happier. shall focus on the happy stuff instead. like how the general office block classrooms are all air conditioned. heez. so happy! ^^
the writer blogged at 6:14:00 PM
