Sunday, June 20, 2004
its been a long time
its been a long time since i went for church. miss walking into the santuary. miss the worship sessions. dunno wad took over me todae. i was reallie singing from my heart todae. its like the songs juz carry you away when we are woshipping the Lord. it reallie rekindled the feeling i had a long time ago. now i feel spiritually refreshed. sigh~ wad have i missed out all these times? i shld reallie start going back to church. yupz. the message that struck me most todae was the one on wad is faith.
Faith= paitience + obedience Noah had tremendous faith in the Lord. and the Lord did not forget him. yupz. mayb with a lot more obedience and paitience, i will get the ans from the Lord regarding all my prayers. not onli that, Pastor Tan said tat once we get our spiritual life in order, our life will come in order. mayb thats the reason why my life's in a total wreck now. time to priortize!
todae was the first time i steppped out of the house since the incident on wed. yupz. so long since i stepped out. my dad, mom and sis are at pasir ris park now. cycling. hai. wad can i dO? i mean if i go out there with them, i will end up arguing wif my parents and turning this happy ocassion into an unhappy one. man~ i reallie need to pray about my relationships with my parents. esp my dad. todae is father's day. didnt even give him anything. haiz. dunno lah. mayb some day, i'll be able to communicate with them w/o biting each other's neck off.
going out for dinner later. yupz. i hope so. i dont want to stay at home. i want to go out. i dont want to study. i'm not even half done with wad i'm supposed to revise for jct. seems like i'm dead meat. haiz. knowing tat i wont revise anyting todae isnt helping me in any way. okz. i shall stop here and let yr poor poor eyes take a break. i mean as though got pple will read my blog liddat. heez. ^^
the writer blogged at 5:08:00 PM
