Saturday, May 22, 2004
back ache
sigh. again. i realised tat almost every time i start a new entry bout my life now, its always sigh. mayb i got used to sighing. hm. yesterday was friday. went back to shss for speech day. then went up at the wrong time to take the prize. so pai seh! sigh. wad can i do? hmz. juz liddat loh. anyway i got alot of embarassing incidents liao. i juz added one more. haha. muz look on the bright side. i just got another experience. hm. mayb i shld stop being so blur in future and sleep more each day. haha. then wont be so blur. yupz. hmz. then so tiring. after speech day, i stayed back in shss and ate lunch there. ate with pet, wr and aaron. so long nvr see aaron liao. yupz. its like i miss shss so much. i miss the school compound. i miss the food. i miss my frens. i miss band and its long hours in the air conditioned room [coz the range in tj is not air conditioned] i miss the teachers. i miss the slacking life there. its like in sec sch. even if dont do hw also can pass loh. now cannot. then now almost everyday stay back. haha. i nearly cried as i walked into my alma mater. its like. all the feelings just poured into me. yup. it can be deemed as sentimental or juz simply stupid. to juz cry liddat would mean that i am someone who gives in to my feelings easily. mayb that is good. and bad. hm. then wen i went back to tj, nearly overslept and missed my bus stop. yupz. if i had missed that stop, and continued sleeping, i would have ended up in yio cho kang. wahaha. wad a joke. hmz. then go back to sch still need to go for post mortem spa. yup. and then after spa still got training. my shots yesterday were kinda bad. not that good. my average is like still so low. sigh. then after that, rushed home to bathe and then come out again and went to bedok interchange to meet cheryl and jasmine to go for cecilia's bbq for her b dae. yup. and then wen we reached there, cecilia was not there yet mah. so jas and me went to get some food from mac lah -> damn hungrary then. and then walk from that bbq pit to mac and then buy the food liao then walk back to that bbq pit. so damn far! walk until my legs nearly died. yup. and then wen i reached the bbq pit, found out that viv juz came. THEN. she ask me to walk with her to the stupid bicycle kiosk. somewhere near mac there. kaoz. so damn far lah. then walk there. and found out it was closed. kaoz. so damn stupid. then she made me damn pissed lah. i walk that stretch of beach for like 4 times. kaoz. then she still scold me along the way. sigh. wad to do? its viv mah. hee. juz kidding lah. i also got piss viv off a few times. then she so damn funny. wahaha. hmz. then wad else? oh ya. then we played charade at the beach there. so funny! i nvr had so much fun playing charades before. haha. then talked to ms li and her small little cute sister. and then talked and talked and talked. yupz. then had to go home liao mahz. coz it was like 10.30 then. by that time, it was like pitch dark. ok. it was pitch dark like at 8pm. haha. then jas, min ya and me left lah. and walked towards the bus stop. saw this frog and screamed. so scary. the frog was so BIG! sigh. wad to do? faster walk pass it loh. yup. then took 31 home. dunno why my legs were like freaking itchy. my hands too. then on the bus, found out that min ya lost her hp. but eventually we found it. it was the bench where we played charades. hee. then we went home lah. reached home at bout midnite. yup. hai. got nagging from my mom. she doesnt like me to go out till so late. but its only once in a blue moon. and now jc liao. muz have more freedom mah. yup. then came home, damn tired. coz i walked that stretch of beach like 4 times. thanx to viv. and got training, stood for another 1 hr. yupz. then todae had to wake up at 8. got training again. and have training on monday. got intensive training coz com coming up. yup. however, my average still very low. its onli 70+ and its a low 70. sigh. how? national average is 85. i will never be able to reach there. sigh. how? so depressing. then after training, went to meet viv. thn bathed, then went to eat lunch. didnt reallie eat. hmz. juz had bread and soy bean milk. no time lah. then went back to sch to do traffic control for science fair. sigh. then stand again. morning stand for training, then in the afternoon stand for another 2 hours. my back is dying lah. its like damn pain. i tink monday need to go see the sinseh again. sigh. wad to do? damn pain. dunno how on monday. got bio spa. die liao. came home and fell asleep immd. till 8. woke up, ate dinner then went to do some maths tutorials. yupz. finished tut 14. now i'm not 15. hee. quite fast ar? [my class is at tutorial 22]. haha. yup. then now muz continue and go do my maths tut. tmr muz wake up early to go meet my grp for pw. tmr will be another hectic day. yup. wish me lucK! heE~
the writer blogged at 11:26:00 PM
